My friend, Ryan, took this picture on March 11 (which was our last last day in high school) and at the end of this blog, you'll find out why this photo is important to me. :D
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LATE.
Yes, I was late. And I wasn't just late for any ordinary day, I was late for my last last day of high school. Obviously, this wasn't part of the plan. In fact, the plan was to be the first person to enter school --just like what I did on my last first day of high school. Unfortunately, I had slept late on the night before because I had to
LAST LECTURES
But despite of being the probable LAST PERSON TO ENTER SCHOOL, I wasn't going to let that ruin my last last day of high school. I wasn't expecting any lessons that day, but I was expecting a lot of lectures --last lectures.
The first time I heard the term "The Last Lecture" was from my friend, Gio. He got the concept from a series of lectures in the United States where university professors were invited to speak to their students for one last time before they were to leave, either because of terminal disease or retirement. And the cool things about this lecture series was that no teacher would be talking about calculus, trigonometry, or theoretical physics. No. This lecture was to contain the last words of a teacher to his/her students. This lecture was about things that really mattered in life. And I guess as a fourth year student moving on to college, the last lecture is a nice way to wrap up the school year. I mean things like trig, grammar, law of diminishing marginal utility --these things are all important, but I know that they aren't the MOST important and I'm glad my teachers know that too. :D
THE FEEDING OF THE
I guess one of the coolest things I got to do on my last day, was to participate in the feeing of the
Since I don't usually have my lunch at school, it was something I really looked forward to. The idea was to have our last lunch as seniors in Davao Christian together. It was a fun activity filled with bonding and a lot food. Unfortunately, it didn't last very long because after lunch were the chinese exams. And despite it being the chinese exams, no one really wanted to do bad on their last last day so it was STUDY, STUDY, STUDY. xD
THE BIRD
Oh yes, back to the bird. xD
Well, you see, not all of our teachers gave their last lecture on March 11. One did hers in advance because she had to leave on Thursday for Thailand. That teacher is Ma'am Jocy.
I've known ma'am Jocy since I was grade 5 and since then, I've grown to have learned from her a lot. She was the first person to teach me how to not speak gibberish and she was also the person who encouraged me to write more. She taught me how to write formally for theses and term papers and she also taught me how to write informally for essays. She introduced me to the Youngblood column in PDI as a way to share my writing with more people and throughout my four years in high school, she has been more than just a teacher to me, she was my mentor.
Two years ago, ma'am Jocy wrote an article for SunStar. I know that the batch she is wrote about here is not my batch, but nevertheless, the message she speaks is a message for all. I don't know how many seniors will be reading this, but I hope it touches you as much as it touched me. Here is her article:
View from the Faculty Office Window
By Jocy So- Yeung
IT IS a dreary day today. It's been drizzling since early this morning, and a chill has settled into our bones.
Today is the last day of classes and the weather seemed to mirror the slight sadness reflected on students' faces. For the seniors, it is time to close this chapter of their lives. High school will officially end on graduation day, but today will still be meaningful and important.
After days, weeks and months of complaining about the rules and regulations they have to follow, seat work they have to do, lectures they have to listen to, and quizzes they have to take, they will have to say goodbye to those familiar rituals of student life. As much as they claim to despise these activities, deep in their hearts they know high school would not be what it is if not for certain difficulties and hardships.
To capture the fleeting moments of their last day, many seniors are taking pictures on the stairs, inside the canteen, grabbing random teachers and students to pose with them. Others are circulating the undying slambook and asking for pictures, with dedication of course. Technology may have made sharing information and photos easier on the net, but on this last day, there is still something different about exchanging tangible items in order to remember all that the seniors can.
Today is their last school day. Today is last day that they will face this terror teacher or that boring instructor. Today is the last day that they will be able to sit inside their classroom and gossip about classmates. Today is the last day of what many of them will consider as the best years of their lives.
Other times its even students from other year levels looking depressed. Some are crying for friends who will be moving to another city, another country. Some are crying for teachers who will leave to pursue new dreams, new hopes.
A group of girls in long-sleeved sweaters walked past our office to their classroom. Their arms hung limply by their sides, chins tucked down, trying to hide their tear-stained faces. One of their friends just told them that she will fly to Japan immediately after the last exam day. She will continue their studies there. Other students stood against the wall, watching them quietly as they passed by.
It is a sad, dreary day today.
Still, sad as it is, the view from the faculty office window is also heartwarming and encouraging. One student told me she'd miss the corridors, the chairs, the white boards, the security guard checking their IDs, the canteen concessionaires, the boisterous grade one pupils running around the high school building during recess. As a teacher and alumna of this school, it is wonderful to see that the students have grown to love their time here, that for most, the school have become their second home, second family.
I hope their love for the school will strengthen them as they move on to college, so that no matter what new difficulties they encounter as they proceed to a new chapter in their lives, even if they feel rejected, undermined, inferior or out of place, they can take comfort knowing that there is an Alma Mater they can return to.
A few weeks ago, I wrote about the bird that kept rebuilding her nest on the corner of our building's ceiling. Last week, she returned and went about her usual construction activities. Our janitor has decided to leave the nest alone this time. The bird has been there for more than a week, and more and more students have noticed its presence.
If I can leave a message for the flow of sad students passing by our faculty office window this dreary day, it would be to look up at the bird and remember that no matter how many times others might try to shoo them away, this school will always be their home. No matter how many times they fly away, no matter how many journeys they undertake in life, no matter what happened, they can always come back here. Always.
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It's a sad fact to know that I'm eventually going to have to leave Davao Christian. I've talked to some people about college, and it just seems so different. I've been to Manila myself and I know that I'm going to have to make huge adjustments in my life. I know that troubles will come and I know that there will be times when I feel like there will no where else to turn. Nevertheless, it is a great comfort to know that Davao Christian cares and that every time I come back home to Davao, I'm always welcomed at school. ^^
Anyway, I'm already behind schedule (see note) and I still have to prepare for Senior's Night tonight. So I guess this is all for now. Until next time! ^^
*BOW*
Current mode: Internalising my senior days..
note: THIS IS A LATE POST. I already finished writing this weeks ago but I think I saved it as a draft and forgot to publish it. My bad. v(//_^)v